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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
crying and pouring all alone. I dun wanna tell others how much i am suffering. I brough these all onto myself. why cant i just let go? Why hang on and make yourself so sad? Proberly love is all i need now...
No one will never know how i feel. Not even the person i love. So near yet so far... No matter how much i try, he will never see my effort. Maybe to him i am supposed to serve him to his nose. i have no idea now to communicate with him... i feel so useless... The love between us seems to have faded... I will never have the man i want..
So many tears shed... So many times i cut myself.. deeper and deeper it goes... How deep till my baby will come back? Or will he never come back... I just wanna be wrap around him... i just wanna hear his heart beating... But i know its not beating for me.... Im so scared of losing him... Yet so scared of losing myself... falling into depression...
When will i ever feel free? when will i stretch my arms and feel someone's arms around my waist... So near yet so far... i dunn how to leave the past behind...
Xue Hua
| 7:07 PM
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