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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
HELLOW!
haha,ytd i went out with my dearest papa(: we spent effing LOTS of time WALKING~ oh my, i can't believe i am looking at clothes and i cant purchase them due to papa hmph! PAPA, was so mean, i had to earn my 3 years birthday gift by speaking chinese the WHOLE day.even english word, i will be deducted. $1 per word.OH MY... but i was good(: i only say one word...and i was left with $29 just nice for my shoesssssss thank you papa! and after i got my shoes, i went back to english NATURALLY,unknowingly too. thats how long i lasted and that shows i am not comfortable with chinese AT ALL! yeah, all this for a pair of shoes(: they aree lovely shoes btw.
i feel so happy hanging out with papa. i mean we spend all most every school day chatting online at night and passing gossip notes in class. -sorry delia and caka!- and yepp, we talked almost about everything in class and share lots of secrets and stuff : z oh well, it was fun to have a friend who you are so close with. hard to find you know(: i can remember times at chemistry lab :X he did all the work, and we ALWAYS do pair work instead of individual~ haha, and we would talk about designs and we even talked about wad colours match what! tts how lame we can get. we had the say dream of opening a teeshirt shop and i would sell and approve his designs... yeah, but now he is pursuing them with his outside friends! phfftt idiot!
minda minda my papa minda thks for yesterday. it was sure tiring and stuff~ but its fun hanging out with u once again. AND HEY, i can never go to a KBOX without you, i mean we share the almost the same songs and u know the title and i dont :S hahaa, KBOX together soon yeah?
i was talking to minda ytd, i realised that its hard for most woman these days to be alone. We evolve around friends and company. i can never sit alone in a coffee shop and eat a bowl of noodles myself. I JUST CANT. mother would always scold me and say how ting tong i am. She sa yd that i have to be strong and hack care about the word/feeling loneliness but i just cant, i have a fear because of secondary one. i had no friends! ALL *A* Y**G's fault... so yeah~ i cant be alone... thats why i hate to wait and thus i am ALWAYS late. i just hate the feeling of standing alone.i feel like everyone's eyes are staring at me and chanting: loner loner loner....loner loner loner...loner loner loner... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i cant manz` but now i am thinking of taking up minda's challenge as to go and watch a movie myself for a prize of $50... i am going to leave my hp and ipod aside... i am going to take a train and STAND alone and buy tickets myself and wait for the movie myself and watch it myself!!!!!ARGGGGGGGGHHHHH omg i cant take it manz... its TOOOOOOOO freaky! stupid hit my head and said i was so dumb and that he is not afraid of heading out alone... :S but i am scareddddd real scareddddd
stupid its really nice of you to fetch me ytd(: heheh i enjoyed subway! mmmmmyummy! and thks for travelling around with me you are really a cheena maid... i feel so shy you know? you even had to come all the way to give me my hp. awwwwwww you are such an ASSss do so many things for me!
a new word learnt: NA-er~-able (:Labels: i will be gentle and nice to stupid
Xue Hua
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