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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
after readling LL and jeannie's blog.
a chain of mixed feeling just gushed
right through me...
i definately miss my secondary school friends...
even if it is my the person who hates me most(melvin)
i feel like things have changed...
i have changed...
well i miss minda sooo much
but i dunno whether he misses me too or do think of me
at all since he is like chasing girls....
i miss my LL...but you are the same as always...
but somehow either u or me or us have changed...
i feel like we are getting more sensitive...more hot tempered
more of everything...
i am putting stupid as my piority now as i see him most of
the time...
Its not that i wanna reject you and everything but sometimes
i am at fixed... i agreed with stupid and then molalu or u ask me too...
i am at a dilemia...either one... i am doomed...
its reallly hard if you r in my position...as molula dates cannot be cancelled
ONE of my reasons why i dun wana a bf is bcoz of u my darling
i dun wanna u to feel like bf will overrule friendship...but i guess u
already feel it...
its all abt piorities...i fail to do them always...
i am admitting i am at fault...i am trying to change things
and hopefully things get back on track...i feel such a loser....
give me time...give me a chance to change...
i want the feeling in u to fate....
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jeannie...not that i dun wanna hang out with u at all
its just that you are rotating around ppl who dislike me...
i do not feel right...
its not just abt melvin,melvin and i will never become friends
even if i want things to heal...2 years has passed...he believes
in moving on...
there are others ard you whom hates me...sooo yeah...
as you admitt you do gossip abt me...whether good or bad...
i forgive you as i am a bad person myself...
i maynot treat melvin well in the past or present...
i maynot be the best friend i shld to LL....
i maynot be the prettiest of the coolest...
i am not perfect...no one is sooo yeah...hahaa...
but i love those studying days we had!haha...and of coz
all the SURPRISES and COOKING...hahaa..
it never fails to melt my heartt....sooo sweet can?
oh ya congras for the 6 mths anniversary
hahahaa lets all meet up okay?maybe throw a party
for minda or smth...
i believe everyone has moved on...its life...
i mean just take my tagboard of instances,
no more lungboy tagging everyone's blog...or
delia to read my blog or give me advice...hardly..
(i do read ur blog,just seldom tag)
i am gg to poly too... MASS friends...i will never
NOT accknowledge you on the streets unless
i never see u lahz... i am super blind pls...hahaa...
dont worry everyone will NEVER forget 4I...
secondary school life is the best...this is where
frienships will stay...
do believe me you will find yourself moving on too
by the 2 weeks of poly....but inside of everyone's heart
4I is still glowing~~~~
i also miss everyone...deep deep down down
deep down in my heart....
i will never forget anyone, ur face, hopefully ur name...
hey,maybe some of us will be neighbours one day...
LOL...
LL,pinko,lynn,stupid,hooligans,lungboy,cedric,papa,cass,sammi,
bert and many others i wan be ur friends forever
i dun wana be hated or have fiction...
i wanna seize all i can with u all...Labels: hi matilda ahaa, miss ya lots
Xue Hua
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