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Saturday, December 09, 2006
hello!!! -burps!- i guess this is how LL and i feels!!! oh my...buffet is really buffet..... fat fat fat.... hmmm thks to shopping.. my tummy is flattened my half??? yea! hmmm the food really yummmy!!! how i wish i can share this feeling with my dear sammi.... hmmm sooo sad.... guess many can tell we drifted... hmmm shant say much.... mmm i also wish jeanie was here... hmmm tooo enjoy FOOD!!! somthing she is great at.and of coz she something she loves!!! hmmm i can feel that i miss jeanie... i mean... i haven been talking to her in ages... drifted really far and wide...guess she is enjoying somewhere i dunno where... hmmm i doubt she would hang out with me............. guess something is wrong between us..................... wtf...................... i hack..................
i am just a bimbo and a hatred among her friends...
hmmm i am feeling emo now i guess.....haiz.... zakir is like helping me fnd morning shift lahz..... haiz...........am i fated to work there? everyone is objecting me from working there!!! -grumbles- if its fated its fated i guess....
do u like the shirt LL??? hahaha cool huh the jersey!!!! ahaha wear it yea??? i think its nice!!! hhaahaa.... hmmm today is ssad day for molalu........haiz pang sa going to be flushed down the toilet bowl... i shant say much.... i guess i wwant to run away from the fact he is leaving... though is has no ties with me... but i can feel the pain that lala is going to have..haiz....i feel utterly sad.....haiz.... can he dun leave???
hmmm spend time shoppingz!!!! soo angry with mummy!!! i wanted her to get something nice for herself!!! haiz.... if only she is as jolly as LL friend,doreen... hahahaa... hmmm mummy and daddy are aging.... haiz.... i am feeling sad... and i will cry whenever i think that they may leave me one day..... seeing the greys off daddy's hair.... i cried.... i just feel like holding him in my arms.... and probably tell him how much i love him.......... i will do anything to be with him!!! oh my i shall start now........................... -random post-
hmmmm i think i am feeling emo..........damn it............ something off wad papa said to me.... keeps me thinking am i a slut? a bitch??? hai.... must eveyone hate me or backstabb me??? wad did i do wrong??? its not like i am faking being a bimbo.... or am i faking being soo naive.... must everyone think of me like the bad person??? when i know i am not..... fuck.... wad did i do.... yeah i guess they are jealous.... hmmmm jealous shit!!! some may think.... wah u think u soo good til pl jealous meh siaoz.... haiz.... then why must ppl hurt me??? and cause me to have fewer friends than wad i have now???? haiz.... i have not changed.... still that smiley cheery girl! i think i need a job to keep me occupied man.... i am thinking tooo much...secondary life is over...........
i hate those who bad mouth me!!! i know who you aree!!!!!!!
Xue Hua
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