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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haiz...
i have been reading blogs after blogs
all soo hatred over LGM...
haiz as i read pei pei blog...
my heart sang it felt almost empty...
i can feel her pain
and feel papa's pain...
i understand pei pei bcoz... yes indeed
i had those kind of feelings from papa
4 times... it hurt so much that i can't stop
crying... bcoz he hurted me soo badly...
but in everytime i forgive him...
why??? why would i??? Is maureen in love
with minda???Is she crazy???
hmmm many may wonder( may )
hmm why is maureen willing to forgive???
Why is maureen not angry???
Because i know papa does these all for a
reason... yes he words are very not nice
he is SUPER blunt... But you have to award
him for frankness... well yes... i read his
post... i startled at first... hmmm but then
i feel that this is him... this is minda...
yea... we may not be as angelic as his pri
sch pals but then... pls he regards everyone
as not his friends... everyone... to him
everyone is equal in his eyes... he do not
rank his friends as
best friends
good friends
close friends...
yea he doesnt even entitle us as friends...
but classmates... schoolmates...
He is different from us...
He loves to outshine us... Love to be
the special one... yupp and this is his
special him.... well people would not
like it... but its him.... i mean... everyone
are unique that way.... Not everyone's
style we must accept... soo papa...
they dun understand ur style... well...
sooo dun be over hurt....But papa you
cant make everyone understand and see
things the same way as you do...
Not everyone know your life in and out...
and we know your life through you blog...
hmmm misconceptions would often occur...
well but for the rest... i am saying generally...
well if you don't understand papa... then dun
critise him til he is the worse person... Well i
think its very bad of you guys to critise him
over the fact he is always emo and always
sad... But that is him... He has a past and a
present way scary than anyone can imagine...
well he is a sensitive type of person... lil things
woukld make him sad... wanna blame...
blame he have a sad life and that god made
him a sensitive person and that he will be
so emotional to everything... this is papa...
no one or maybe the girl he loves could...
If you guys are angry with him because he
wasnt thankfull to you guys for attending
his party and not gratefully to you guys for
being there for him... i can understand...
and papa ... i know you appreciate it
all in ur heart... but can u at least show it...
ur stone face shows nth... we cant differentiate
whether we are appreciated or not!... soo yea...
i think u woe everyone a big THANK YOU....
pei pei... i know you think papa thinks highly
of his skins... but girl... he doesnt... really...
he always think lowly of himself...okay...
abt the fashion sense part... hmmm i
understand what you are driving at...
i don't agree with papa too...
papa you are unique... so are others... well
people dress in mismatch colours is their
own style... i know its not ur type and not
pleasing to the eye... i know you are very
straightforward... but then think abt what
if people critise your dressing sense?? hmmm
it hurt right??? sooo think before you
say.... okay???
hmmm OKay pei pei.... i know you dun like wad
to saw regarding the post about melvin jian wang
and yong kang... but girl that was 2005!!!... girl...
hes mind set may have changed... hmmm well...
u are now blabbering abt papa... it makes u the
same as him... Both of you wana let everything
out...hmmm pei pei i say sorry if i offend you
okay??But everyone have their moments of
hatred...
I feel that i may have hurt some and of coz
pei pei... i feel that both have your wrongs
and misconceptions of each other... pei pei
you spoke for everyone.... the feelings i
had when he hurt me... but girl... try not to
be too blunt okay??? You are super brave
as to point out to papa the wrongs of his...
and papa i hope you see it as a valuable
lesson because as you grow older... there
are always people of a higher rank than u...
not everyone is gonna understand u....
sooo learn and change... you can take all of
our advise... or maybe you wont...
i understand you the most... i know this is
gonna hurt... but papa.... there are things
you do that really hurt... yes... you do
good things for all of us like paying and treating
contributing to the classs... designing everything
always there to help out and organising events
and parties...I hope everyone will go think
wad had minda did for us... hmmm
and papa go think wad everyone had did for u...
hope u will see that hey we have always been
treating u well... yes... there is alwayss ppl
whom dislike u and not treat u well.... but
think abt all the GOOD things we did...
try papa... treasure those memories as it
will never come again.... So papa...
i hope you will dont feel sad le...
and i hope 4ians will not blame him already
.... Just face it he is a difficult person to
understand... well i know the things you all
type is to let go all the junks you have been
keeping for years.... they are all very
very harsh... Is not he dun appreciate all...
is that he do... but he our status in his heart
is still there...( never change )....
OH my.... i hope everything will be over....
i hope my post will clear things up and you all
can get to know papa a bit better...
seriously all are at fault.... no one is perfect....
Xue Hua
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