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Saturday, October 28, 2006 Am I not pretty enough is my heart too broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me, I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break, I crave, I love, I've waited long enough I try as hard as i can Am I not pretty enough is my heart to broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees I hope, I stand, I take it like a man I try as hard as I can Am I not pretty enough is my heart too broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me by kasey Chambers- Am I Not Pretty Enough i feeling like the song is speaking wads in my mind..sometimes i feel bimbotic... sometimes is feel inferrior... when comes to love... i feel ugly... sometimes when i hear wad papa say... i feel sad...its not him...its the fact i am fat... sometimes i feel that i am not pretty enough... i feel lonely inside...you can say bcoz i dont feel i am being loved at all... its strange... its the Os... and i am emo... hahaa... nah i shall rest today since i am sick... and kick ass tml... i cried enough tonight... i cried hard and loud... i cried til my eyes were swollen than b4 i cried til my pillow was wet... i cried til i looked ugly... i cried bcoz i am selfish... i cried because i want things my way i cried because i am hurt... i cried because of those words... i cried because Os are coming... i cried because my eyes hurt... i cried because my heart is aching... i cried because i feel like crying... sorry peeps if wadeva i typed is so emo and weird... i am just typing randomly... dun try comforting me... bcoz my heart will still ache... i think i need a friend by me to wipe the diamonds i am shedding....i should safe them... diamonds are girls best friend! sounds soo random... i think i shall study hahaah study at 12a.m ... lol... been sick... soo i have been resting and pamering myself with the death note anime!!! AWWW it rox... soo nice!!! hahah... will anyone watch the movie with me?? okay i sound soo mad... i can hear LL shouting STUDY LAHZ!!! hahaha....( does my laughter sound fake? ) Xue Hua | 12:04 AM

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