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Saturday, June 17, 2006
sorry abt the previous post. . . hard to read the nice messages rite??? hahah im sorry
hmmm those were from my friend and i? yea we thought of those mushy smses. . . hahaha. . .
well i wanna give some shout outs!!! hahaha i wanna thank those who comfort me. . .especially my dear PAPA who showed me that friendship luv was more powerful. . . and thank you for loving me as your daughter/friend/good pal. . . and next i wanna thank mrs koh!!! for telling me
she will be there for me nonetheless. . .next is cedric for listening to my pain. . .though u cant do
much but i still glad u were there for me. . . -small smile-
i am sooo touched. . . but i guess nothing will help to ease my pain other than fallin in luv again?
but i doubt that will come by. . .2 me love is now so far away. . .in another words out of my reach i am not that pretty girl next door where guys flock around my door. . .i guess i am not pretty
enough. . .or my character has changed??? or because i am fat???or just that i am too naive
-tryin to find the reason-
i know everyone is telling me to stay strong. . . but i guess only candice cedric shaun alex ian andy can help. . . but they dun seem to be there except for cedric. . .but he is not a girl. . .he
wont understand. . .haiz. . .
candice. . .how can you treat me lyk this!!putting salt into my wound!!!i know its not on purpose but u know i wont lyk it. . . wad for do it??? i am struggling trying to forget him any yet u
let me enter into my life. . .my heart is really aching. . . i am really crying. . . i am really in pain
will u understand. . . u have your boyfriend to comfort you but i don't have one. . .its totally
different. . .
i know dear friends out there are to comfort me. . . i appreciate it deeply. . .but how far can
your comfort go? it can never ease my pain. . .haiz. . .everywhere i go has a memory of us. . .
just dun let me see his face. . .or talk to him. . .the memories doesn't hurt as much as his face. . .
his presence. . .him. . .
well today sure start off nicely. . . got my eyes checked. . .teeth are now colorful!!! hahaha 10 different shades of green and blue. . .hahaha. . .half blue half green. . .cool???indeed. . . yea. . .
then went for a lil shopping with my boyfriend(nicholas koh) hahaha. . . he has become my
lil brat. . .he is up for my money!!! meanie!!! he made me buy for him slippers/burms/wang li hom cd. . . sux lah him. . . in the end i brought him a urban slippers which cost me $39.90
got scolded from dadday!!! coz he thinks it is not worth it. . . BUT BUT BUT!!! its GOLD
and its BRAZIL!!!! how cool is that. . . but yea. . . it is really expensive. . .haiz. . .but for my
lil love one its all worth it!!!just to make him happy lor. . .hmm then we went to look for mask!!
hahaha my brother is as VAIN as ME!!!hahaha. . . the go steal my mask. . . so i asked ren to
recommend his. . .hahha. . .but lucky his is unisex. . .and his mud mask. . .better than the
paper mask i have(use up very fast). . .sooo my mummy is gonna get tt for us(wow damn ex)
ren u are an expensive kid!!!but heard its quite good. . . sooo yea. . .but the day ended up
with a aching heart. . .my heart has smashed into small pieces most has become dust. . .haiz
minda tried to put my heart back into pieces and his succeeded but today. . . haiz. . .all
candice fault. . .why add him to the conversation. . .then he saw me inside immediately X it. . .
why must u make me a loser???why must u show off to me that you can chat with him but
he refuses to talk to me??? please lor. . . i also dun wanna talk to that F**KER haiz. . .
-crying- i think thats all i can do. . .make my shirt wet. . .
Oo HAPPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY!!! I FORGOT!!! STAY HAPPY YEA BABE~
16 LE. . .HAHAHAH. . .HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST NIE` HAHAHAA
LOVE YA BABY~BE HAPPY WOR BE HAPPY!!!
Xue Hua
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