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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
well i have certainly chilled.... cooled down after praying to god.... haha.... hmmm he told me to go back to FCBC.... hmmm he did not lyk tell me.... but flashes of FCBC came into my mind when i was thinking of solutions.... well i guess maybe i will go back.... haiz.... i dunno... its sooo far.... and blah blah blah.... well lots of excuses.... hmmm the bottomline is i m lazy to go....
well today's math test i total screw it i guess it because i was other confident??? hmmm well i have to say i forgot a lot of things and my methods didnt work.... sooo quite sucked up.... haiz... i practised more on draw of garphs than identities.... haiz.... well just great.....
hmmm today i m super happy??? hahhaa crapped a lot during my outing with my 'family' hahhaa my PAPA minda MAMA swee hao.... hahhahaa.... family outing.... lol.... hmmm it was quite bland at first.... hmmm we were lyk walking ard kovan.... hmm its not really a good place lah....i go there lyk twice every week..... -.-..... SIANSATION.....BUt i we went bowling.... hhahhaa of coz i nv play lahz... bcoz.... paisei.... hahha sure go long gang de.... hahhaa....
hahhaa... thats just a glimpse of wad happened today....but i have to say it was really fun as i nv talked sooo much lahz.... i was like talking non stop??? hahhaa. hmmm these few days i m feeling much beta. i guess my emotional period is slowly drifting? well i felt really goOd to finally share a glimpse of wad happened to me to liew. haiz. i guess he really understands as he have friends who experienced the same thing. haiz. i am sooo happy as i noe no matter wad he will be there to give me a big hug and make me at least give a faint smile. well i m happy in school but when it comes to night. everything is different. i guess i think too much??? sometimes i which the names i want would appear on my hp. REENing- me up. haiz. guess they are busy and some have was left my life...............
to cedric: im sure u will read my blog. yes i have chilled. well i know its now ur turn to suffer under all those pressure and those pile of boOks u have to burry yourself.well im am really sorry i cant be there for u. wo dui bu qi ni. u were always there for me. but this time i cant return that favour as i cant even pull myself up wad more is help u??? Makes sense??? haiz. i have told joshua to loOK out for u. i dun wanna u to cry anymore. its only the mid year. Os may not be far but there is still time. ur school papers are indeed challenging. well im surprised u didnt do well for ur combine humanities and ur chinese but i believe u can do it! well i m really sorry! i know u really want my support and prescences but let me pick up all my shattered pieces? i think u shld know that no matter wad i can only be 75% happy. the 25% i can never regain back, its my fate.Well u can still call me but dun expect the best out of me. U can change but for me i cant its a scar and foreva a scar, ppl can except it but i cant.I guess i still need time. i hope u really understand wad i mean and plss dun talk abt my problems le can? i dun wanna u to jump into conclusion. if u dun understand pls read 10 times??? 10 is good!
Xue Hua
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