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Friday, May 19, 2006
i wanna cry!!!! haiz jie jie just left for thailand with kor adrian.....i never get to say good bye to her at all as i was like sleeping???? haiz....worst i never get to pass her the letter i was wrote... sobx.... i never get to tell her wad clothes to buy for me!!! grrrr.... well i hope she has a great time!!! haha... and best buy lots of things we can share!!! hahaha... i am really happy that the rls between me and her has strengthen... from a slap by her when we were young to a kiss and hugs she gave me ytd night.... she actually told me i could sleep on her queen size bed and use her laptop!!! sooo sweet right??? i was shocked as her com used to be forbidden by her.... hahhaa... but i guess i will only use her to get quality sleep...AND she promise to come home in one piece!!! hahaha.... actually i feel that i dun feel by sister prescences.... but these days as she is having her holidays she would do stuff for me.... it started with going swimming and sun tanning with me....prayed for me when i was sad.... to buying shudel for me....to now....hmmm its not much but certainly a great improvement as i always hated my sister when i was young.... i hated her using the com til wee hours....i hated her sms at night... i hated sharing a room with her.... i hated her friends... i hated her ex boyfriends.... i hated how she side her church friends instead of me.... i hated her for judging my ex boyfriends..... hmmm but i guess these faded and she does things to get the best out of me....one thing she did that lead me into tears is when she pray into my ear.... she made me feel much much betta.... hmm i also like chatting with her abt love??? hahaha.... as she has lots of experience..... but my rls is not as prefect as hers....well.... i just hope she will be happy with adrain.... omg if they get married.... sooo cool!!! hahaha... then i can get free rides??? hahaha... then jie jie can use his car to drive me around!!!! yeah!!!!
hmmm today i was soooo sick???? keep sneeezing..... i think i am gg to be sick once again..... hahaha.... well i was soooo sick and stressed up??? hmmm i fail the functions test... the first test i failed.... i fail is bcoz i was concentrating and i didnt practise.... haiz... welll chinese Os is coming soon.... haiz i hope mr li would keep me and rac..... haiz.... i am lyk the worse student in 4i.... even yong kang scored sooo high.... lol.... well... i dunnoe y i lost interest in chinese.... haiz.... i shall start searching for my soul.... haiz.... tml will be another stressed day.... i have got 2 tuitions and i have to search for class jacket... hmmm jeannie and li lin are kind of hacking care of the class jacket situation as they are pissed off with them doing the job and we just say we dun lyk and expect them to find the jacket and design themselves again....haiz... i can understand how they feel so im determined to find a suitable jacket and at least make our class jacket nice? last year liao.... haiz.... i hope i can find a nice jacket.....
*fingers cross*
Xue Hua
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