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Saturday, April 08, 2006
fianlly i can start blogging... there so many things to say man... haha... hmmm i learnt somethinga at church last sun... hmmm sorry lahz i nv get to use the com for 1 week plus... hmmm i learnt that there are many stages of love.... hmmm love is a common word ppl use to express themselves to another... hmmm we always say i love u i love u i love u... but to wad extend? hahha hmmm shall give u guys a lesson on love!!! hahah
hmmm in greek there are three was to express ur love they are agape...phileo....and elros.... sounds and look weird rite??? hahaha... in greek ma.... hmmm lets staet with elros... elros mean romantic love... somethings lyk u will do anything for the girl u lyk....u will go the extra mile to treat the other betta... thats elros.... hmmm next is phileo... its mean buddy love... love for your friends in another word love for ur uttermost best friend!!! i the sense u will do anything to preserve that love for your friend....true friendship lor... hahaha.. lastly is agape.... hmmm it think this word is often said or heard... for those who duno it mean god-size love... for christian we believe this is love that can only be given my the lord... hmmm i mean its sooo sooo sooo sweet that jesus died for us(sins) we do not deserve it at all lor as we are siners we dun really do good lor...i mean face it lahz...i dun think everyone would do good deeds everyday min sec hours day.... example would u dye for a complete stranger... its lyk siao lahz... hahha... but god did it according to the bible....he died for us all... it something soooo big sooo impossible but it is possible to god.... soo thats agape... hahha cool right??? i think sooo tooo!!!! hmmm hope everyone had learnt something....even though now i went back to jie's church hmmm i have to say thier teaching are fantastic!!!But the songs are not nice... sooo boring.... its not ROCK!!!when i sing the songs i dun feel lyk carrying on lor... the songs are rather boring...my heart is not opened to god lor as the songs are slow and long...i dun feel HIGH after singing it.... there isn't a longing for me to carry on singing or jump to the song.... i tell u if u hear the song....there is no key that make u wanna clap to the rythmn wad more is jump and groove to the music... sooo yupp i miss FCBC's songs
welll this week was certainly a stressed up week.... hmmm now that it is the weekends i just feel lyk chilling and watch tv... hahah... fri i went to jeannie'ss hse.... abt 1 hour to do math then we ended up chatting and then dolling up lahz.... hahha... sooo cool... then today we went out together to destress and go shopping!!! hahha... then we planned to curl our hair... dressed up...put on make up to go town... -.- okie its rather stupid but yea.... hahha... its was fun okie!!! we spend 3 hrs.... i repeat 3 hrs to get ready lahz.... as i had to help jeannie and li lin put on make up as they do not know how to put on mascara eye shadow.... hmmm i think i am damn cool lahz as my investment on watching make-up shows finally paid offf!!! hahaha *grins... hahah then i helped jeanie do this really cool hair style which i learnt by watching tv... lol.... it turned out fabulous!!! hahah!!!! soooo proud AND li lin did for me this really cool hairstyle tooo... but the bobby pins keep coming off as they were loose... haiz.... but i have to admit we 3 are goreous today expect for me as i brought the wrong combination of clothes lahz.... sooo angry...i realised i am damn fat now lahz.... i went shopping today and i cant buy any clothes as either they are too small... makes me even more fat...ugly or simply expensive!!!hmmm i planned $100 to spend bu in the end i soend lyk $20? sooo sad rite? haiz... yuppp at least i brought a tube??? hahha and li lin brought two skirts... to be direct it shld be two same skirt but of different colour!!! hahaha... but yea at least we brought something... hmm as me and li lin walked ard the streets (jeanie left us to have dinner with weida) hmmm i feel that its been a long time i went shopping and have fun! this is something i can only experience when i am single.... haiz.... it is sure unforgetable and nice!!!! but somehow deep inside me something is tingling me... tml its the 2 weeks is up. i shld be getitng my money back from sion... i think am gg to hear lots os crap and bullshit from him... excuses after excuses from him..... wad the fuck lahz... i wanna my moeny back... i wanna break all ties with him... i do not wanna think of the past though it is very memorial and nice but.... the darling (sion) i fell in love with had died.... now wad is left of him is a fucking bastard... hmmm i nv scold ppl on blogs but yea... he is a ruthless jerk.... haiz.... yuppp i cant get over him.... as the past still remains in me.... haiz.... well at least it is not affecting my studies!!!!
jie jie is such a sweetie... hahha... we are gg to swim and shopping at the end of the month!!! hahha i cant wait for the day to come!!! i missed swimming and i missed gg out with her!!!! i love shopping with her as the clothes she buy doesnt really look nice but when i wear it... wow!!! really wow!!! its is fantastic!!! sooo nice .... hahah... well i think i shall stop here... i bet no one is reading this entry as its is sooo long... hahhaa.... nite
Xue Hua
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