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Sunday, March 19, 2006
i didnt know my previous entry wld bring so much dispute... guess my words are misinterpret.... i have never 'disown' or fogetten our friendship.... if i did i would not have admit i was a lousy friend... i know i done wrong in the senseof PS u.... that i do admit..... hmmm well it takes two hands to clap.... frictions do not arise from no where by one..... i admit mine....will you???? I do not blame you for being angry about the seoul garden issue because it was cancelled because of me not wanting to eat.... but i the point is i wanted to go but probalilty meet u girls after your meal.... haiz.... nvm its over..... i believe once a friend always a friend.... thats y i never argue with you face to face i rather take the blame, let u hate me for all u want,say or type nasty things.You know y i avoid asking you out, talking to you,some how avoiding you is because i do want to hurt you again. i rather we be friends and prevent friction.... i dun treat you girls as my accquaintances though it looks like because i do not wanna hurt you people again eg PS or sayin nasty things in the slip of the tongue.... i have to say that i also wished us to return to the past but our friendship is blown off into thin air.... lots of old frictions arising again.... seriously forgave and forgot them as you told me to last time.... how i wished we were still a SEXY family!!! how i wish we can go out, joke,laugh and gooo wild! i even dreamt of it....
yes i found true friends but your girls were never replaced in my heart... NEVER.... if you think im saying this is because i am saing my ass or something... NO i am not because all of these are true from the bottom of my heart!!! i have never stop 'friending' you guysinstead i chose to move further away to let the dispute in us settle but in the end it got worse... i wanted to go sentosa again you you girls but it didnt work out.... i wanted to spend some time studying with you but yea you are busy too.... but we did spend time studying at mac!! which was fun.... I do not know whether you feel the things i have done.... i am not exactly a person who does things straight in your face but i do things in silence.... I dunnoe whether u appieciate me sort of avoiding you to prevent friction.... i guess u dunnno lor....
conclusion
this is our last year toether and we may never see each other eca again lor.... hmm i hope things will end with a happy ending where the prince and princess gets to live happily eva after....
Xue Hua
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