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Saturday, February 25, 2006
sobx sobx sobx... i think thats is what i can do.25 th of feb a day for sion to remember.A day where i left him and his freedom is back as his procession... i wish him and ting wld be happy together like old times.They had lots of good times together.Ting wanted to get back with him after they broke up but bcoz of me their love life was tarnished.I love him deeply but if ting is his true love then i shall not hog on him and suffer while he prosper with two women deeply in love with him.Everything i did for him is my love and affection for him but now it means nothing to him.I am hurt sooo deeply.nothing is real and warm but my tears.As i left the house this morning i was filled with agony and was devasted as the was the last time i see him waving goodbye as he shuts his room door and hugging cheryl mei mei.As i put $50 into his wallet i saw the loveclip he and ting used to have and the my lil princess hp pounch from her i know i have lost.All thos hugs and kisses at night from him, are they satisfaction? Or perhaps the last time he would be showing me care and concern.The whole night at his hse there is always HER ard.he would sms her...answer her phone calls...call her and talk to her til wee hours... i was transparent to him....Even when i had gastric he just left the room and talked to her or shut me from hearing by making me listen to his Ipod... But one things he had nv change he still cook maggie mee for me...i dunno.... i really love him and do not wish to lose him.... but i already congras them to be together and i sms him- for your happiness lets break... Throughout i am the only one suffering.He just sms me whether i wana take back my words... i really dunno.... i love him a lot but there is always a disturbans between us....i dunno how to reply his sms...Will my true love and affection towards him paid off?? what shld i do???
Xue Hua
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