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Friday, February 24, 2006
i thought coming to his hse on my own record wld make things beta.i think i m wrong.as i stood there at the corner of the bed,i was in tears.I guess calvin and gang has hit the bull's eye.Even cedric can figure it out.i guess my nightmares has come true.Now i m being hated for trying to solve this rls.i really need an answer.i really need to get the pain off me.i was willing to stay over to solve things out but insisted that i leave... out i have to go....i know he is busy but he could sms and call other ppl and not me.why don't i have those special privillages???He is now gg to meet someone ( i can only guess who ) and he have to wake up at 8 tml.I wanted to wait for him and solve this matter asap.My Os lvl are certainly ard the corner.I have not been loved at all now i am gg to be a hatred of his heart.Is this rls gg to be crush in my palms?'Is ting gg to replace me?'i wondered.Perhaps so...i am a failure.i love him with all my might.i m conscious free.but now as i have to witness everyday fading away from me i m uttery disppoint and devasted why must things happen to me??
Xue Hua
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