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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
hey hmmm had a rough night.hmmm been quarreling with darling.well i guess he dun understand how i feel.hmmm how i wish my parents wld lyk him.i just wish he wld let my parents love him the same way as i do.hai but he kept saying that ur parents dun lyk me wad u wana me to do?!?!?!haix.nvm.hmmm after school reopen i feel neglected by him.hmmm bcoz of school i can only see him twice a week.well i miss him lyk crazy whihc is kind of the first time i miss someone sooo badly til i cry.hmmm things got worse as there are times when i cant get through him and my sms dun seem to have a reply as nw my phone got prob.im lyk waiting for a msg tt will not come.hai.hmmm there was once when i didn't talk to him for 2 solid days.hmmm it was terrible!!!And when i finally get to talk to him we end up quarreling.hai.hmmm hate quarreling with him as i guess we are too attitude that he is nos beta he make me even more pissed off.hmmm he wana me to tell him wad i dun lyk abt him.after saying he said some things that just make me sooo pissed off man.haiz wad has happened between us?hmmm felt tt our rls is turning from bad to worse i feel as if im now with melvin.ytd i feel tt sion is worse than mel in the sense when we quarrel ONLY.hmmm bcoz he just make me sooo pissed off man.anger was filling me to the top!hmmm til now i feel neglected.its just hard to be with him.i mean theres hardly a time when he can call me.and when we are able we end up quarreling or me dozing off.the worse is i hae when he give me empty promises!!hmm lyk he said he will call me inthe morning bco he cant use the fone at night.hmmm tt fone call lyk seem to nv come.end up i had to call.and surprise no one answer.haiz.and i have to go to school and thinks abt him all day long.hmmm when i come home i really wish to see his sms.hmmm NONE.i hate it i really.sion i hope u will see this and understand how i feel.i gave everything i got.i just hope u will treat me beta.thankew
well today was certainly boring lost the match to queensway.hmmm some things happened today haiz. lost of tears shed.mr ng went koocooo... siao... hmmm he slap shu xian and jenifer.hmmm if u think it will boost their moral u are wrong.hmmm they will just hate u more.hmm if u think they will wake up?hmmm yea but anst and hatred remains.hmmm i believe they were shouting their lungs out in the court.hmmm just tt u cant hear!!!haix.well its bad that we lost.hmmm can tell the sudden drop in our team skill.well i think they tried their best.hmmm tensed up today.hmmm it wasnt a fair game tts all i can say.hmm the person nv see properly! yu ying and fairfied are liars!!!anyway liars go to hell!!!hahahaha they wil get their retrobution.i felt sad nearly crie with i saw that powerful palm came slapping down!haiz.i hope we will win fairfied i think they can do it! hope peicai history will not be published as first time peicai cant get into first round.haiz.cheer up babe i shall pray for u guys in soloumn.god bless them with happiness!
Xue Hua
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