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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
dear bloggy... i know i am stupid... even my older sister thinks so... she can never teach me a sum for five minutes... it really hurts me... i broke down andd cry after she left my room after teaching me a sum... she makes me think as if she is looking down at me... i know i am not as clever as her... i cannot get into cedar like her neither can i get 200 and above for PSLE results... i am stupid.... i know that... but the fomular she taught me, i have never learnt before... but she kept on scolding me saying that i have learnt it before at secondary two... and she carry on naggy and scolding... when she check that my textbook didnt write the formular... she whinne and sigh... making me so stupid... i am so hopeless... i cannot even understand the first topic of A maths... she scolded me for not sitting in front during ms chee klass... but i did not know i cant see the board at the back... i struggled listening to her class and i paid lots of attention... i did... but... i am slow... and i m not that clever lorx... and ms chee just go so fast lyk a bullet train... i was way behind of everyone... did i get help... NO~ i nearly left the room... no one taught me not even nicholas who was clever and sitting beside me...after ms chee lesson... Melvin was angry with me... because i left him alone... that really hurt me lorx... i am here struggling but there someone is angry with me... just now i asked Melvin to teach me... but in the end did he??? i dont think so... On top of that he left EARLY leaving me alone now crying...being looked down by my own sister and being left alone really hurts me... i think i can never get help from neither my sister or Melvin or anyone... i am just a lonely stupid girl............. I HATE YOU MICHELLE KOH XUE YING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u dont wanna teach me say so... u dont have to treat me like a stupid fool... gong gong.... dumb dumb de.................
Xue Hua
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