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Friday, November 19, 2004
what have i done that made me suffociate in misery??? what have i done to deserve it??? lying on my bed, feeling the pain in my head, trying to escape, but yet in vain i m a clever little girl but yet soo stupid when comes to love. not hardworking enough??? [ no connection ] [ i think ] i m a selfish little as i hate to lose but i always always lose to myself when regretion occurs.... i must get and have everything... ppl may say i m selfish ... bossy.... f_cking ass hole... bitchy.... i dont care as everyone is like that one way or another.... depending on the level.... hu dun wanna win??? i m selfish i admit... i only thnk about winning i admit. but WHY???? i need love and care that what everyone need... but why doesnt it come to me when i m at the weakest point... in the end i m eliminated... sad case... to ppl out there ur may say this is not my business ( example yong shemg ) but if someone feells that way to you when you are at ur weakest point the person will be crush into bits..... maybe even into an element...this is bad... very bad... hai.... wjy ppl tend to not understand my way of thinking... my heart.... haix...........................................
Xue Hua
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