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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
haiz .. i am now in sch man... damn sian... shuo hao le do chinese project... end up they are playing game... wad the f*ck man!!! haiz... i might as well do it alone... anyway i have to produce a report on my own.... haiz... but... my [C]hinese suckx man...
today shaun weird weird de...
i noe i pang seh him many times...
everytime he ask me out i will give excuses but is bcoz i feel weird when i m out with him...
dunnoe y... maybe bcoz he cant walk straight and i always feel that he is trying to hold my hand...
EEEEeeeee man...
no offlence laz... but he is a good friend and a good bro... but just weird when he is around me
i noe he is angry and feels that i am not there for him... and doesnt understand him...
me as his mei mei shld be there for him rite????
but he doesnt give me a chance to... wadeva i say... he will not listen de.. but sometimes i cannot do or say anything to help him... thats wrong of me.... i noe... but everytime i think of going out with him... my tummy suddenly is filled with butterflies crocoraches.... haiz...
sorry shaun for being a bad mei mei...
but everyone thinks u r weird...
me too... a bit lahz... but i like the way u r always there for me and always crapping and joking with me...
shaun if u r reading my blog i m sorry i [H]ope to be a better mei mei... forgive me????
i noe u have lots of problems up ur sleeve... i maybe unable to help u... but i will try my best...
i will.... u r a person who put friendship first... me tooo i cannot be lonely... as i will cry and my terrible moodswing will [pop] oout....
i understand when u r lonely and u have no one to lean on.. but u have ur family members to lean on... i dunnoe if u are a family type of person but i m... maybe bcoz i m a girl but u can talk and share ur problems with ur mummy or daddy... even betta ur siblings... for me i prefer talking abt my problems to my mummy... coz she understand some how... but naggy lahz.... as for my sis she will comfort me by tagging my tagboard wheneva she sees that i have problem in my blog.. see u can learn for me de... i shall stop here... [h]ope u see my blogg...

Xue Hua | 6:55 AM

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